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| Things are a little better, yet you can still feel the tension in the air. Today my cousin Ian is coming in, we are going out to ride like first thing we do. My Uncle Joe wanted to come up here so bad he left at 5 in the morning, which is pretty early for him. I got to leave here at about 10:45, to pretty much wait at my Grandma's. Well anyway I hope I didn'y disturb anyone with my last entry, if I did I am sorry. I g2g, I'll probably write tonight. | | |
| Man sometimes I wish I could get away from it all... just a moment of that peace and happiness would be nice. My Dad is mad about my Mom and I riding so much. They fought, I just was in the middle. I decided to get some of that peace, so I ran as far and as fast as I could. I ran until my lungs burned, then I tried to run some more. There I was back in my woods, I sat, and I thought...I thought about what happened, I thought abount what could happen. I didn't want to go home, I couldn't make myself...but I decided to walk, maybe a little closer. My Dad was there, in the woods he stopped me, he said, "come on let's just walk, maybe we can work things out." I went with him, we walked a'round the block, and we talked...we figured things out, and I suddenly didnt want to run anymore. Things were gonna go back to the way they were, they had to. I figured that my family was ok again, I felt a little more at peace, and I thought about what a family is there for...and there wasn't a reason to be mad anymore, there wasn't a reason for any of us to be mad... | | |
| - - - Well, it just came across to me that my head was in the clouds, and that I forgot everything, everything that I used to be, and everyone keeps telling me to let go of my past, it's part of life they say...but can't it also be part of life to hang on to your past, to cherish everything you've been through good and bad...I mean is it really impossible to hold on to friends forever.... | | |
| Man I havent writen in a while... well anyway, lifes been pretty good, just started highschool, it's fun. I miss Excel but CC is a lot of fun to. Sure a hell of a lot of homework though, but like it' highschool. Anyway I just got done this Sunday with the last race of the summer, it was fun, Katy and Susan took Blaze for the very first time. They had fun. I am giving them kind of a lesson on Sunday, so it is kinda cool. My Uncle Joe is coming in on friday, he really wants to ride. I get to see my cousin Ian which should be fun, well. anyway I got to go. | | |
| Well I raced yesterday, wasn't one of my best days.
Although I placed 1st, 2nd, and 3rd. That was out of 6 classes though,
I got DQed in the other 3. They were all my fault though, not Ebony's.
I couldn't ask for a better horse...  .
Well I havent been on in a while and I wont be on at all the 7 thru the
15. I will be at Lowell fair. I CANNOT WAIT! Hahaha. My brother got a
poker set, so me and him are playing texas hold em' and stuff like that
a lot. Me and my mom have to go shopping for Lowell for food and crap
like that. I wish I could just blink my eye and all my friends from
Excel would be in front of me. I got to see them again, sounds corny
doesnt it. Hahaha. Anyway thats whats going on....
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